it's eternal echo.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

I'm back from a really long break. Sorry about it yall. Being busy with school, annoying work and stuff.
Well, i heard some things. Right now, im just disgusted with some people, and their actions.

People and lies. Such an inevitable pair, ain't they? People cannot live with lies, and they cannot live without lies. Such irony, how everyone is striving for a relationship without lies, and still lie to one another. It may be something small/big.

You know what's even disgusting? Is when you claim to be in love with this person, and still wana have fun and see other people. That doesn't make sense. Whatever your reasons are, they are not justifiable. Cause when you're in love, you're suppose to only have eyes for that ONE person. Yes, i know that we're all humans. And we all make mistakes. But how many times do you wana make the same mistakes? The person you claim to be in a r/s with, may forgive you once, twice, hell even more than you think they might. That just shows how much the person actually care about you. And every time you do the same shit over and over again, you're just pushing possibly the only person who loves you with all their heart away. And let me tell you this, once that person is gone. He/she is never coming back. And by the time you realize all this, it would be too late. Cause by then he/she would have seen how much they mean to you. Which is close to nothing. So every time you choose to cheat on them in anyway. It could be lying, seeing someone, sleeping around or whatever. You're just showing that their worth losing. That is not LOVE, that is just making use. Respect the other person, if you don't someday someone will treat you the same fucking way you did, or maybe even worse.

You say all these things, and act like they mean something. Sometimes, i'm not so sure. You say all this things, and act accordingly, but your actions sometimes don't add up.

I'm lost for words, with people acting utterly disgusting. People are people, but i lose all respect i had for you, and i'll be happy if i never see your face for the rest of my life. Or best, give you a piece of my mind. You don't get to judge me. You don't know me or my story. So don't. You have so much of dirt on your back, and you say, let me quote, " not a good girl". WTF?! then what are you? a fucking "mahan"? Never judge a book by it's fucking FAKE cover. Where has you values gone to? Down the drain i presume? What happened to respecting a woman? What happened to never doing anything you don't want anyone doing to you? What happened to never hurting someone knowingly? What ever happened to your morals and values? I don't have a say in your life. I don't really know you, but my respect for you totally gone. If i ever see you again, you'll be under a new light. Oh well. Again, people with their lies. Can't live with it, can't live without it.

feel the beat.