Tuesday, August 31, 2010
I'm going back from REDANG via CRUISE next last friday. How exciting.It was fun. I loved the cruise althought there wasn't much activities to be done on-board. The most exciting bit of my trip was that i got to finally try scuba diving out. The fishes and corals were pretty. Now i wanna go diving more to check out all the marine lives. I saw stingray, lots of different fishes which include a big parrot fish, Grouper and also Barracudas. I loved it, and i wanna go islands to try diving from different sites. Amateur diver, obviously.(with help from an instructor) So, i got back yesterday and here i am at work. And today is a rather slow day set in together with the Monday blues.
No pictures yet, cus im blogging from work.
Bf's away in NS. Big sigh. He got into tekong on Thursday, and would be booking out on the eve of hari raya. And i have half day on that day. So, i can go fetch him :D Weekends with him prolly.
1st: Meeting with AM peeps
2nd: Dinner with Ellen and Hadi
3rd: Prolly dinner with marcus and dan
4th: Dad's surprise 50th\
7th: Raj bday
8th: Yoges bday
9th: Rages bday
9th: Bf booking out
11th: Prolly Sam's 21st
12th: Rages's surprise 21st next Saturday.
16th: BDAY
26th: Bf bday
27th: Half day, appointment
Till the next post, doodles.
Saturday, August 07, 2010
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna
The long weekends are here. And i'm sick. Had fever last night ( 37.2 degrees c.) blocked nose ( now i sound so manly) and cough (throat hurts). Well, if you had called or something you would have known about it. How great right? Guess i'm gonna rot at home.
Saturday: Meeting Fangs and Ryzzal, i think
Sunday - Monday: Rot at home?
Tuesday-Friday: WORK!
I've been wanting to go Clarke quay to chill after work on Friday. But everyone's busy to hang to with me. Anyways, i shall soon do that.