Monday, December 27, 2010
" The tough thing about following your heart is that people forget to mention that sometimes the heart takes you to places you shouldn’t be. Places that are as scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring. Sometimes your heart cannot take you to places that lead to happy endings. That’s not even the difficult part; the difficult part is when you follow your heart, you leave normal; you go into the unknown and once you do, you can never go back".
Christmas has come and gone. Celebrated eve with my friends, GIFTS EXCHANGE. Followed by dinner at cousin's place. Christmas was celebrated with my aunt's kid for lunch, dinner at friend's place. Sunday went over to my friend's place and rotted. Watched FRIENDS about 4-5 movies in 2 days. Movie marathon. This year, Christmas isn't all that bad, you know. Hopefully, I end the year on a happy note.
Okay, so it's about time of the year where everyone comes up with their new year resolution. Peek into 2010 resolution, let's see what i have done from that. (:
30 December 2009
Thing i want to do in 2010!
1) To get a good GPA (done)
2) Get a job that i love (done)
3) Get a place in university (done)
4) Buy iPhone 3G S (Blackberry curve instead)
5) Open a new bank account for saving purpose. (done)
6) To make time for myself (done)
7) To save up for my Australia trip in Dec 2010. (Phuket in FEB 2011 instead)
8) To get my life in track, so no worries arises about it. (done)
9) To have a great 20th, and
10) To have lots of fun, and be HAPPY (done)
&& Lastly,
11) To still keep seeing mathan's face(:
Okay, so back to now.
I don't really know what i want to do in 2011. I just wana fast forward to 2012 going into 2013, so i could get to Australia and be there!
Wishlist for 2011?
1) To be happy, and have fun again.
2) To save EVERY MONTH
3) To spend more time with my friends
4) To do well in school
5) To go clubbing at least ONCE!
6) To be able to move on from everything that happened, and
for now,
7) To just enjoy the end of year.
So, there you go. the 2011 wish-list.
Adios love.
"A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever ? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. A soul mate’s purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, and make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life".
Yeah, i still believe in this.
Monday, December 13, 2010
To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more
Remember: The time to love is short
- author unknown
Friday, December 10, 2010
Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?
Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late.
Tests are over. Final exams are coming up next thursday and friday. This week has kept me pretty occupied, which is a good thing. Although, i'm really tired. It keeps me from thinking too much, and by the time i get back home, i'll be too tired. (:
The coming week is gonna be mugging week. After which enjoy. This Saturday is the last lesson of 2010. YAY:)
I wana spend my new year with someone. I don't wana spend it at home alone prolly. HAHA.
May 2011 be awesome.
much love.
Thursday, December 02, 2010
Okay, this blog has been dead for a really long time. So emo-nemo posts and all. Anyway, remember this entry i made last year July. There are some things which i've done from then till now. And those are crossed out in RED. Enjoy my list again. (:
Things to do before i die(:
Sleep under the stars. (on so many different locations )
To have a star named after me.
Throw a huge party and invite every one of your friends.
To do something scientific.
Scuba diving.
Bungee.
To see dolphins and whales.
To learn ballroom dance.
Fall in love with someone i like.
Shower in a waterfall.
Stay out all night dancing.
Teach someone illiterate to read.
To be a volunteer aboard.
Sing a song in front of an audience.
Visit a haunted house.
To have fun making a fool out of myself.
Witness solar eclipse.
To get a job i love.
Attend a concert.
Visit each of the seven continents.
Europe (Germany)- N.America
- S.America
- Antarctica
Asia (Singapore, Malaysia, India)Australia (New Zealand)- Africa
Visit an inactive volcano.
Go camping.
Run for a cause.
Go fishing and catch a fish.
Go on a helicopter ride.
Be an extra in a show.
Dive in a submarine.
Fly in a blimp.
Water rafting.
Visit all the 7 world wonders.
- Taj Mahal, India
- Eiffel Tower, France
- Leaning Tower of Pisa, Italy
- Pyramids, Egypt
- Great Wall of China, China
- The Grand Canyon, United States
- Statue of Liberty, USA
Go on a cruise.
Donate blood.
Go for an audition and get rejected.
Have a nice house.
Get into med school.
Adopt an orphan.
