it's eternal echo.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

So, First test is over. The last mid term test in next friday.
Then final exams on 16 and 17th December. Half day on 24th and 30th December. Like happy only. HAHA

So i had your name up there for more than a year, and now it's not. It's hard, but i'm not crying.
I'm done crying, and I know that i deserve better. Doesn't really mean I've moved on, i just choose to move away. I don't cry myself to sleep anymore. It feels good, but i still think about you right before i sleep. I made you promise, that if things ever doesn't work out, we would still remain friends. Thanks, for keeping that promise. I'd still like to see you around, cus we've been together really long, and it would be sad to see it all disappear. Yeah, I'm sure we won't share stuffs, but at least we'll share conversations abit here and there. I'm not gonna make us work, cus i tried and it didn't. I don't know why i was so torn apart when we broke up. Cus i was thinking about for a really long time, but couldn't bring myself to doing it. Cus i needed a reason strong enough to speak for itself. but i never stopped loving you. But now, i have. I have stopped loving you with all i have. I'm done living my life to how others perceive it. I want to live my life my way. I'm gonna think about myself and do anything that makes me happy. You use to be that person that made me smile, but somewhere in between you stopped. And now someone's making me smile. Smile more wider than you ever did. But anyway, it's better to leave shattered glasses the way it is. cus the more you try to fix it, the more it hurts. But then again, they also say that if you love something, let it go. I think time holds to truth. We shall see.

:(

BYEEEEEEEEEE

feel the beat.