Thursday, June 24, 2010

To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering, one must not love; but then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer, to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love; to be happy then is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy; therefore to be unhappy one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you’re getting this down.

My current wallpaper on my work desktop. (:

I'm blogging from work. Well, it's break time now, so it's okay i guess. Anyway, 4 days have gone. And i dont really have much things to do, cus i'm new. But on the other hand people seem to be nice here. Yet to mingle with them. I've been hanging out with Felicia, like going for lunch and stuff. Time now: 12.44pm. Lunch ends at 1pm. Think I'll have a power nap now. Tired, sleepless. When i get back home I don't even bother to turn on the laptop, too tired already. I'll just shower and watch tv, and then sleep. At least i try to. Met my girls Cherilyn, Marie, Khai, jasper and Gary yesterday for dinner. Today meeting Dan, Jason, Marcus and Mathannn for dinner. Holland village(:

Anyway, off for power nap. So chaoz!

feel the beat.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

I'm starting work tomorrow. YAY. Looking forward to that.

Also, would like to wish all the Fathers out there a very HAPPY FATHER'S DAY.

I want to get a Polaroid camera.

Fujifilm Instax mini 55i

This has a self timer and its selling at $160.

feel the beat.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

In a sea of people, there's only you.

And i think that if you really love something,

you shouldn't let it go unless it's absoutely necessary.

I love you <3

Maybe it wasn't what you did,
Maybe it wasn't what i said.
Maybe it's just fate.

feel the beat.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

So Friday i went for dinner at Carousel. Just 3 of us and the buffet plus wine was like $300. The food there was so so, the seafood wasn't so nice. I think the part that i enjoyed the most was the deserts. HAHA. Other than that, the chicken and lamb all that was rather cold. It was sort of a disappointment. But i had fun with the company of the night.

Yesterday, met Mathan and Vithya. We went to Ambrosia Cafe for dinner and sheesha. First time doing that, and i think i failed like really badly. LOL. Anyway, so we stayed there talking and eating till like 7pm i think. Then went to a fishing store, cus my bf is obsessed about fishing. Then off to Iluma's coffee bean to have coffee and deserts. I had Mud Pie. Mathan had his Tiramisu and Vithya had her famous Boston nut brownie. Stayed till about 1030, and trained back home. Yesterday was a day spent well with my LOVES.

I want a boy who will tell me when I’m being stupid.

A boy who will still give time to his friends.

A boy who will tell me ‘no’.

He will watch stupid movies with me, but makes me watch his favourites also.

A boy who’s willing to drop everything to be with me, but knows when to let it be.

A boy who will know he’s important to me, but won’t mind when I change my plans to help someone out.

A boy who won’t mind my country urges, but will laugh at me when I pretend to be a cowboy.

I want a boy who’s enjoyable to look at, he doesn’t have to be gorgeous, I just want someone who I can pay attention to.

A boy who will randomly bring me food, because he knows I love to eat.

A boy who can make jokes about me, a boy that I can laugh with.

Someone who won’t mind when I even embarrass myself.

A boy who will buy me something, something I would actually want, none of that jewellery crap.

Someone who doesn’t do everything I ask, but when it comes to something important I can count on him to be there.

Someone who I don’t feel threatened by.

A boy who has other friends that are girls, but I can trust him with them.

A boy who will know when to leave me alone when I have my stupid fits.

A boy who I can just sit with.

I don’t need the whole fairytale deal;

I just want to feel comfortable.

Another 3 days to (365) days,

and 7 days to FIRST day of work.

feel the beat.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Relationships can never be perfect. You can never force your partner to be faithful in the same way that a normal relationship should be. What’s important is that at the end of the day, you find each other side by side and you’re happy knowing that he/she is yours. We need to enjoy the relationship while it’s there, for if you waste your time in doubts and insecurities, you’ll never appreciate how wonderful it is to fall in love.

feel the beat.

Saturday, June 05, 2010

I'm bored on a Saturday. Where are my party people? HAHA.
Well, 2 of the guys are in NS. And the other one is a regular.
then left with a working girl, 2 awaiting NS and me.

*Where has M.R gone to?

feel the beat.

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

I'm starting work on the 21 June. And i gotta go for a medical check-up next week, and register for school on Friday. Movie with bf after that maybe.

&& i'm not feeling good now. Gonna head to bed.

Nights(:

Another 2 weeks to (365)days,
and 19 days to FIRST day of work.

feel the beat.